A little lonely

Today I am feeling a little down and lonely. I do not know why, I have a place to live with an awesome roommate, I have two great goods, a pretty good job where I work for amazing people. I guess it is just I wish I had more time to spend with my friends. I do not have a lot of people I consider my close friends, those that I do know who they are. I miss doing things with them. I realize part of the problem is I cater to my exes moods and end up with the kids most of the time, to appease him. He never says he will not keep them, I can just tell by his body language he would rather be alone. Or if he is going to take them, my youngest always says he would rather stay with me, how can I say no to that cute little face?

Oh well things will get better. Any of my friends that read this please know that I love you and I realize I may seem like a flake at times. I really do not mean to be. I have still been fighting a depression and while that is not an excuse it may help you to understand where I am at. If Phillip reads this please know I am sorry once again about the movie thing, I am so glad we talked at Kris's that night, you are one of the coolest people I know and can see why Kris has stayed friends with you for all these years.

Have a great day everyone. I am going to go take my zoloft, snap out of this funk and go to the pool today with my Kenny Boo.