See what my honey got me?

Todd is such a doll. I got a shiny object! LOL It of course is not an engagement ring, but an "I love you" and I am committed to you ring. It meant a lot that he did this for me. While I am not ready to get married again yet, this is the man I would like to marry someday.

Yesterday I went to the gym with Kris, it was fun having her to work out with. Todd is signing up today so we can all go together. We will all get buff and beautiful LOL

I am so excited for our friend Rob, he has met a wonderful lady FINALLY! He is getting rid of the riff raff and getting one of the coolest people I know as a roommate!

I cannot wait for all of us to get together and have some fun! Oh well I am going to get back to work!

Love
The DivaPrincess

With this ring

Yup Bill and Jenn are married, crazy to think of. Hard to believe 6 years ago when I met her I was looking in the face of my at the time husband's next wife. The boys were happy. Will told me that his family keeps getting bigger and bigger and that to him is so cool. I am glad they are ok with everything. That has been my biggest concern, I know I can seem over protective and all with them but they are my life.

I was a bit ticked when they dropped the boys off yesterday and told me they took them after school to watch them get married, I guess Hope was there too. I just do not think I could take off with the kids and get married and not give fair warning to Bill, "Hey today the kids lives are gonna change again". oh well not going to dwell on it. I am just happy that I no longer have any ties other then the kids to him. I do not need to know about his money problems, helping him with his budget, making dr's appointments, taking messages for the car finance people for him, etc. his wife can do that for him now.

You would think he would have learned from the first time that you do not get married just because someone is pregnant. Whatever. I will say if I ever get married again it sure as shit will not be in front of a judge and it will not involve ony 4 people being there. I will have a nice wedding, the dress, the maid of honor(Mrs H) and a flower girl (Rylee) and my family will be there, especially my mom. That of course will probably not be happeneing, but every girl can still have her dream in her head right?

oh well I love you guys, thanks for listening to my rant!

SO PROUD!!!

Just went to the Pride Assembly at Will's school where he was recognized for his straight A's and also he got the special achievement award for his class in PE! Bill and Jenn were there too, better let Rob know he needs to give them notice soon. Jenn quit her job, could not handle the call center thing anymore I guess. I asked when they were planning on moving and they said a couple of months, so let the man he may need to tell them real soon. If not then when they get back from war.

No thanks, I already have a Brother!

LOL that is what the boys are thinking. They both want a little sister, hope they realize she will NEVER be as sweet or cute as the Ryster! I am just hoping that everything goes ok with the pregnancy, it would be devestating for Jenn, Bill and the kids. While I think it is bad timing and stupid, I really do wish for them a happy and healthy pregnancy.

We had a great time at Todd's parents, we always have a blast with them. i love all my friends :-)

Cat's out of the bag

So by know everyone, except my kids, knows that Jenn and Bill are getting married and having a baby. My kids will find out this weekend, that will be interesting to see how they react. Weird thing your ex having a baby with someone else, I am so protective of my children that I really hope and pray that my boys do not get set on the backburner while he raises his new family. I swear I will kill him if he does. I am thinking I need to go to court, get full custody and have child support put automatically in their savings account. I need to protect them. Todd is such a great support for me with this, he has no problem with us having them more, they are better off here we provide structure, discipline and love. I was a little pissed to find out from my ex's landlord that she yells at the kids all the time while they are there. Bitch better not think she can step in and be "mom" they have a mom, a fucking great one and do not need someone else to try to take over my role. I guess I am more bent about all of this more then I thought I was. Anger is not a good thing so I will do all I can to hold back. But I am done, that is their dad, not my friend, he is their other family and I am breaking away from the friendship we had. I tried to do it so the kids transition would be ok, well they did fine, but now their world is about to be rocked and I have to be there for them and be the strong, reliable adult in their lives.

I thank God everyday that I have Todd here to help me through this and that I have the wonderful friends I do. I love ya Mr & Mrs H, Movieman and if he ever gets on here Rob. You guys rock and I am so looking forward to all of us being able to hang out at Rob's with no fucking dead weight bringing the place down!

We are heading off to Payson today, I will post what the kids say about this all when I get them back on Sunday!

Love
the DivaPrincess

Quiz Stolen from Movieman's Blog

BUTTERFLY - Your daemon may be a butterfly. It is
ironic that the butterfly traditionally
represents the psyche, yet it is one of the
least emotive physical forms that your daemon
can take. It is very hard to tell what a
butterfly is feeling, and perhaps that is why
you feel so comfortable with this form. You
have many, many friends and a beautiful soul,
but you don't like to reveal what your
innermost feelings are. You aren't afraid to be
yourself - you are vibrant and colourful. But
at the same time, you don't like to wear your
heart on your sleeve.


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